Current mood:

drained

"Du vil legge ut på en lang reise..."
I feel... cautiously optimistic at the moment, something that my brother will testify is quite a miracle considering how horrible this day started. Really, you guys should feel sorry for him and salute him as the über-patient and understanding little brother he has been this last week. The poor thing is actually the only person I've had proper contact with since my aunt visited last sunday, and has thus gotten the entire load of "GAH, SO MUCH HATE OVER THIS EXAM, STRESS IS ME, I'LL NEVER BE DONE IN TIME!!" ... Yeah, poor thing. I'll make it up to him by buying awesome christmas gifts for him.

But speaking of the home exam, I have finished it, and will hand it in tomorrow. If the printer will cooperate and just spit out the 3rd exemplar without skimping out on the ink already. And if I get up at all. Seriously, look at the time this is posted. I've been going to bed at hours like this for the last three or four days, and it has wrecked havoc on my brain. It was pretty much fragile mush from I got out of bed this morning to roughly around 5 hours ago. It was horrible, sitting in front of my laptop for almost 10 hours, barely being able to think or write and knowing I had to get it done before going to bed.

Also, I am just so fucking tired of school now. I don't really care about grades and York anymore, I just wanna pass and finish my bloody bachelor and get it friggin' over with. The fact that I've been working on one assignment or another, with the home exam being the crown of it all, more or less nonstop for the last two month has certainly contributed to this conclusion.

This has also lead to that I am so far behind on christmas presents that it's not even funny. I'm going out on a shopping round after I've handed in the exam tomorrow, and I have to call my aunt to check if she's bought the items I asked her to buy for me if she was shopping at that store anyway. As for the the hand-made things I had planned to give to some of the people on my gift-list, I might have to consider giving them "I.O.U."-notes.

Sleep now. Then shower.